Unsaid Feelings

She's holding the phone in her hand closely and tightly, and continuously staring at the screen where his name is flashing as a whatsapp contact.

He was busy in the office; tired and helpless, took a 5 minute break just to have a decent conversation with her. As he opened the messenger, it shows she is 'online'. He is now thinking to whom is she chatting at 1:00 am? He told himself that she has someone else in her life who's keeping her busy at this hour and they must be having deep conversations and hence I should not intervene and forget about her because she can't be mine.

She's silently lying on her bed and her heart pounds as his 'last seen at 10:00' turns to 'online'. She's now waiting for him to type something. But all of a sudden he goes offline. She now thinks that he came online to reply to someone special in his life and went off. He's busy and there is someone special in his life. Since I was waiting for a message from him but he didn't even bother. I should stop thinking about him because he can never be mine.

# Two people who are deeply, immensely and irrevocably in love with each other, cooked up their own versions of the other person's life, and now they don't even dare to initiate a conversation and yet wait for each other's message. A simple 'hi', which would have changed the entire scenario, died just because of the misconception which they carry around and is now ruining their love for each other. If you love her, go and tell her NOW! And girls, it is no big deal if you initiate because guys like confident girls. Be bold and accept your love for each other because this is the time when we can choose our partner, when we can choose with whom we are willing to live and face obstacles, lay while the sun shines, hug when it's cold, watch the stars at night, share coffee from the same cup, visit places, grow old together and die. Else your parents will tie you to someone else(might even be the most boring person) and just for the sake of society you'll have to spend the rest of your life with someone whom you never loved and probably never will. And somewhere, deep down your heart will ache and regret that "I wish, I would have confessed my feelings to him/her, revealed them when there was time, confronted my feelings when I had the chance and my life would have something else, I would have been someone else, I would have had a life!". There will be no late night conversations, no CCD dates, no cheap alcohol. This is the moment, make the most of it. Feel the power of love!  

So, I hope after reading this post you'll take the first step and won't let the right person go from your life. Share your story with me in the comment section below. I'd love to hear your story. :) 

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Paint | Guest Post

GUEST POST by Romit Sharma

Whenever I feel low, I talk to God and make wishes

He listen, smile, and sometimes agrees 

In return, I smile, thank him, and quietly say that I love you

I walk through time, space, and vacuum and get what I wish for

I become happy and cherish the blissful moments..

Time moves and I'm not content with what I have

I feel stupid, impulsive, and selfish

I'm clumsy so I mess up

I take a while to realize, time walks away and I keep ignoring and believing in a cloud pretending

I curse myself then I turn to God 

I'm furious, sad, and in agony, I tell him its all his fault and I cry

He smiles and asks me if I really mean what I say

He gave me what I asked for and for good

He then asks me to paint

What I see, the next dawn

I'm scared,confused

I believe good, but not myself

At times I give up , at some I come running for the paint

God gives me all the freedom, all the paint and all he tells me is 

"No matter what decisions you take,what choices you opt for,

You might eventually end up someplace dark

U painted this already, saw it and placed it 

As for the dark, I'm with you,inside you

And I believe in you, you just have to believe in me" 

Then I saw the beauty of darkness, the pain a storm holds inside,

I'm relieved but not calm,

I wish again, I paint again,

I walk through time again, walk within myself

I make good, I make bad again,

I smile, and I cry again

This despair and confusion might last an eternity,this voyage might last forever, 

but, that doesn't matter much as I feel happy inside,

I end, and it all begins all over again!​

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The Secret To Winning ?

Recently, I attended a bloggers meet which was organized by Indiblogger, where my team won the first prize for performing a skit/play. Next day, I got a message from one of my fellow blogger “Congratulations, I should always join your team because you always win”.  After reading the message, I smiled and then I thought about it for a while. I replied “Sure, we’ll win together”.  Many times people ask me “How do you win so many prizes?”, “What exactly you do that you always win?”. 

Do you want to know the winning secret? Just go through this article, you’ll get to know the secret of my winnings.

There was a time, when I used to have a fear of facing people and participating that I might lose the competition because of the tough opponents. I never participated in a debate or in other competitions. When I was in school, I used to be a shy kid. During the time of inter school competitions, I used to spend time alone because my other friends were busy participating in some activities. I don’t have much memories of winning in school as compared to my other friends, I felt bad and envied them for that. I wish for a time machine, so that I could go back and change those regretful moments.

Just by regretting and not performing is not the solution for any problem. I promised myself that I will never regret for anything in future. I will participate in whatever opportunities I will get. And honestly, there’s no secret of success. Your hard work and patience will give you the actual fruit of joy. We all have some fears like fear of heights, fear of public speaking and many more. So you need to overcome that fear if you want to be the winner. So rather than believing in any magic, work hard and live your present to the fullest is all you need to do for winning anything and everything.

There’s a very famous saying “Yesterday is history and tomorrow is a mystery, today is the gift of God, which is why we call it the present”. Never lose an opportunity and regret for it. Live your dreams and make your parents feel proud on you.

“Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today. Let us begin.” - Mother Teresa 

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Waiting for 'Forever'

 Jab hona tha juda, to mile the kyun

Pyaar hoke bhi kesi hai ye dooriyan
Pehle tu kehta tha pyaar hai, mene dil pe kia kaabo
aj tu na jane kahan gaya, dil kyun ho raha hai bekaabu
ek reply se milti khushi, tere ignore ko daba rahi hai
aj kyun mujhe teri itni yaad aa rahi hai

Karti thi tab bhi utna hi pyaar, jitna aj karti hu
dil darta hai, ya me aj bhi sharma rahi hu
Jana na door tu mujhse, tere bin rehna hai mushkil
Mile tujhe saari khushiyan, kehta hai bas ye dil
Yaad rakhna mujhe, thi koi teri itni deewani
jisse yaad aati thi teri, par tune uski kadar na jaani

Gussa aata hai, rona bhi
Har ek pal, sochti hu tere baare me
Phir samjha leti hu dil ko kuch bahane se
Ye nahi kehti, wo nahi kehti
yaad aaegi tujhse uski, kya pata tha apni hi izzat gira rahi hu
tere pyaar me pagal me, kyun itne aansu baha rahi hu

kya tujhe bhi aati hai meri yaad, ya bas me hi apna dil jala rahi hu
tune asaani se kaha lets be friends again,
kuch nahi raha mere andar
par kya ye socha, kya kya chal raha hoga mere dil k andar
ek dard hai dil me, jiski koi dawa nahi
ek gham hai mann me, isse koi raza nahi
ab bas tu hi hai wo dard, tu hi ilaaj uska
karti thi pyaar utna tb bhi jitna karti hu aj.

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The Gift of Friendship

Friendship, well I am writing on this topic because one of my readers suggested me to try my hand on it so this is especially for you. Since primary school, I had so many friends in life but very few are with me at this time. Today I was listening to radio and there was a fact which they mentioned in their show which was “91% of best-friends don’t even talk to each other as they grow up” which was very true.

As we are growing old, everyone is getting busy in their life and with their work that they do they don’t have enough time for a 2-minute conversation with their friends anymore. But do you really think is it the time which is separating us? Well, I would say it is all about priorities we set for people in life.

When we were in school, we used to talk to our school friends and then when we came to college, we talk to our college friends and so on. But we always forget about the past, about the things we shared with our old friends. As an old saying “OLD IS GOLD” but now days we just fold those days, rather than we should have a hold on those people and time.
Friends are the most fun loving, caring people one can have in their life. This strange bond can become even stronger than any other relationship. But for that we need to give time, just time to it. I would say those who have at least one good friend in their life, are the luckiest people. So always, make your friends feel special just by spending some time at a coffee shop or 2-minute phone conversation. Because I noticed, one thing, which ruins friendship most of the times, is “misunderstanding”. And they do not even confront their mistakes. One of my teachers who teach me project management always says one should talk if they want to solve all the conflicts. And I totally agree with her. Life is too short to waste, so solve all the issues in life and no need to hold onto it for long.

We always expect the other person to talk first, so be that one, and start over the conversation once again and enjoy life.

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