An Ode to my lover | Guest Post

Guest Post by Varun Dixit

उसने कहा खेल था वह प्यार जवानी का, कोई पूछे क्या हुआ उस राधा-कृष्ण की प्रेम-कहानी का?

उसने कहा वह सब कसमें वादे झूठे थे, कोई उनसे पूछे उन आंसुओं का क्या जब वह हमसे रूठे थे?

उनका सर रख कर मेरी गोद में सो जाना भी क्या झूठा था ?

क्या झूठा था उनका मेरे सर पे हाथ फिरा के मुझको समझना?

क्या झूठा था बात-बात हमको उनका साजन कह जाना, जब हम जाते तो क्या झूठा उनका वह सिसकी भर के रह जाना?

क्या झूठे थे वह सपने जो हमने साथ में देखे थे, क्या झूठे थे वह प्रेम पत्र जो उसने हम को भेजे थे?

क्या यूँ ही झूठा था उनका हम से गुस्सा हो जाना, क्या झूठा था वह हमारी यादों में उनका खो जाना?

क्या झूठा थे सपनो का ताज-महल जो हमने उनके लिए बनाया था?

क्या झूठा था वह पहला खाना जो उन्होंने हमारे लिए बनाया था?

क्या झूठे थे वह इंतज़ार के पल जो हमने उनकी याद में बिताए थे.. क्या झूठे थे वह प्रेमहार जो मन ही मन हमने उनको पहनाए थे?

क्या झूठे थे वह प्यार से खेल जो हम साथ में खेला करते थे, वह गुलाब की हर पट्टी पे तुम्हारा नाम लिख हवा में फेंका करते थे?

क्या यूँ ही झूठा था वह तुम्हारा मुझको गृहिणी बनकर दिखलाना.. वह मेरे कहने पर साड़ी पहनकर तुम्हारा यूँ मिलने आना?

क्या झूठा था वह यकीन जो मेरे माथे पे तुम्हारा लबों के रखे तुम मुझे दिलाती थी.. हर बार जब भी मैं गुस्सा तुम मेरे चेहरे वह मुस्कान ले आती थी?

वह तुम्हारा मेरे खुशियों में खुश होजाना.. वह मेरे आंसू निकलने से पहले तुम्हारा रो जाना

वह मेरे मन की बात समझ तुम्हारा चुपके से आके मुझको आगोश में भर लेना.. मेरे कुछ बोलने से पहले ही तुम्हारा वह ऊँगली रखके मुझको चुप कर देना..?

वह तुम्हारा रोज़ यूँ मुझसे मिलने आना.. जाने की ज़िद करना.. फिर छोड़ कर हमको न जा पाना..?

वह ढलते सूरज को देख तुम्हारा मेरी बाँहों में यूँ पिघल जाना.. फिर ज़रा सी आहट से तुम्हारा सम्हल जाना.?

वह मेरे छूते ही तुम्हारे रोम रोम का यूँ थिरक जाना.. कहना बहुत बुरे हो तुम.. फिर मेरे गले से लिपट जाना.?

अगर वह झूठा था..तो फिर झूठा होगा मीरा के प्रेम राग..?

झूठा होगा वह हीर का यूँ राँझा हो जाना..वह सोहनी का रोज साजन से मिलने जाना और एक रात यूँ ही उस नदी में खो जाना..?

झूठे होंगे वह राधा कृष्ण के महारास..वह गोपियों का प्रेम योग और वह उद्धव को ज्ञान प्रकाश..?

झूठे हो जायेंगे वह सूर्य के छन्द, वह कबीर के दोहे, वह रास खान की बातें..?

मगर क्या यूँ ही सब कुछ एक पल में झूठा हो जाया करता है.. जिसको धड़कन बना के रखते है वह एक पल में यूँ ही खो जाया करता है..?

एक आखिर बार पूछता हूँ तुमसे क्या सच में खेल था वह प्यार जवानी का?

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Missing Abigail | Guest Post

GUEST POST by Prateek Singh

Isn't it weird. How a person can be normal, be sane and be happy and try as fucking hard to belong and succeed. And fit in but with all those smiles and dances and dabs wants to fucking shout out loud, wants to fucking explode with everything inside him. Just blow up and cry for hours hoping that something fucking lifts this weight off his chest. 

What the fuck is depression? Can it be medically diagnosed ? 
Maybe. 
Can you see it. 
Yes. 
Can you feel it. 
Fuck yes. 

But then why does it feel superficial why does it feel undeserved. And why does it keep coming back. Shouldn't we find depressed people funny? That they fall asleep everyday listening to the same three songs. Crying to the same three songs. Looking at the same 6 pictures. Telling themselves that they're precious. That they don't deserve things that have happened to them but that's okay it's life. It's what it is. And then maybe just maybe if they lie down at 10:23, they can fall asleep by 3:23. Twisting and turning in their own sorrow. Their own fucking broken being. And If they're really lucky. They'll sleep till 6 in the morning. And not be awoken by the same god damn nightmares every freaking 15 minutes. 

Is this depression? 
Maybe. 
Is this worth being worried about? 
Maybe. 
So then why does it feel like it's superficial?
I don't know.
But don't other people have it worse?
Yes they do.
So I am just being a little bitch ?
Yes, I guess. Maybe.
I don't know .
Then who does?
I don't know.

Ever since Abigail left, no matter how much I want to be the person I want to be i can't. she was the only one I could be anything with. And that's what I miss. That person. That feeling. That belief.

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Unsaid Feelings

She's holding the phone in her hand closely and tightly, and continuously staring at the screen where his name is flashing as a whatsapp contact.

He was busy in the office; tired and helpless, took a 5 minute break just to have a decent conversation with her. As he opened the messenger, it shows she is 'online'. He is now thinking to whom is she chatting at 1:00 am? He told himself that she has someone else in her life who's keeping her busy at this hour and they must be having deep conversations and hence I should not intervene and forget about her because she can't be mine.

She's silently lying on her bed and her heart pounds as his 'last seen at 10:00' turns to 'online'. She's now waiting for him to type something. But all of a sudden he goes offline. She now thinks that he came online to reply to someone special in his life and went off. He's busy and there is someone special in his life. Since I was waiting for a message from him but he didn't even bother. I should stop thinking about him because he can never be mine.

# Two people who are deeply, immensely and irrevocably in love with each other, cooked up their own versions of the other person's life, and now they don't even dare to initiate a conversation and yet wait for each other's message. A simple 'hi', which would have changed the entire scenario, died just because of the misconception which they carry around and is now ruining their love for each other. If you love her, go and tell her NOW! And girls, it is no big deal if you initiate because guys like confident girls. Be bold and accept your love for each other because this is the time when we can choose our partner, when we can choose with whom we are willing to live and face obstacles, lay while the sun shines, hug when it's cold, watch the stars at night, share coffee from the same cup, visit places, grow old together and die. Else your parents will tie you to someone else(might even be the most boring person) and just for the sake of society you'll have to spend the rest of your life with someone whom you never loved and probably never will. And somewhere, deep down your heart will ache and regret that "I wish, I would have confessed my feelings to him/her, revealed them when there was time, confronted my feelings when I had the chance and my life would have something else, I would have been someone else, I would have had a life!". There will be no late night conversations, no CCD dates, no cheap alcohol. This is the moment, make the most of it. Feel the power of love!  

So, I hope after reading this post you'll take the first step and won't let the right person go from your life. Share your story with me in the comment section below. I'd love to hear your story. :) 

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Things girls do when they fight with their boyfriend

1. Update some senti status on facebook or whatspp. 

                           
                      

2. Or, deactivate all their social media accounts. This ritual is performed in order to make the guy realize how lonely they are without her in the big Wide Wild Web.

                      

3. Update their display picture in a hot new avatar to let him know that 'Dude, it's your loss'.

       
                         

4. Talk about him incessantly to anyone and everyone. They relate and discuss all their life's issues they faced with him and then the usual overthinking and blabbering.

                        

5. Change their relationship status to 'single' or 'complicated'. I personally have a very bad perception about such kind of girls. I know I am being judgmental, can't help it.

6. Flirt with other guys. Never ever do this girls, have some f**king self respect.

                             

7. Cry - well it is a good way to let go all of your frustration and this always works. Mad at him? Take some tissues, hit the restroom, close the door, sit on the commode and let it out(I mean tears).                   

                      

8. Reconnect with their exes. This is a really bad idea. Why? Remember it never worked in the first place and it never will.

                     
                       

9. Look for new shoulder/s to cry upon and then repeating the same mistakes. It's a vicious cycle, a dangerous loop. My suggestion? First give your best to what you have and try, if nothing works, hit the goddamn mall. SHOPPING.. Who doesn't love shopping?

                       

10. Finally, get drunk and call the guy. (Baby! I miss you**tears**-NEXT MIN-F**k you! You moron.. Leave me alone! :/ )

                   
                       

11. Stalk the guy on facebook, twitter through their fake accounts. 

           
                       

If you relate to this, share it with your friends and let them know how big a drama queen you are. It's cool to be one ;) Peace out haters!

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Why Fighting Can Be Good for Your Relationship

I know you must be thinking how fighting can be healthy in any relationship. Right? Well, really it is not that bad either.

The simplest and the first logic says 'No TWO people are the same' hence it is obviously difficult to adjust with the other, but sometimes the feelings are so true and strong that you just can't afford to let that person go. So, if you guys are fighting then take it this way: While mixing two materials the reaction between them could generate heat, like it happens in any chemical reaction. Just try to add some chemistry in your relationship! I hope you must have understood by now what I'm trying to say because I am pretty good with Chemistry and I can explain it with fairly good numbers of chemical reactions too.  

        

My second logic goes like this: If you are fighting with your partner it is not because you want to get away from him/her, well that's because you do not like something about the situation and you have full right to tell them that you're not happy as you cannot fake as well. So it's fair enough to have a disagreement sometimes. Here's a little tip from my side that whenever you fight kindly don't lose hope of getting back together because if there's no hope, there's no way. After all, if you can love, kiss, cuddle then disagreements & conflicts comes along with the package and you guys have to deal with it and sort it out, together.

         

If you guys are fighting then it's no big deal because as my third logic implies, it's good to know the dark side of your partner as well so as to know what extent he/she can go while fighting. If he/she's abusing you then you should stop him/her right away because as per my personal experience if there's no respect for each other then there's nothing much left in a relationship. You should not lose your cool over petty issues and there's no room for abuse or violence. Just peace out, lovers.

         

Now the final one and trust me the most cutest logic is: You should have the genuine perception about your partner and if that leads to some kind of argument or cold war then it's okay because later when you guys talk, trust me that will definitely become one of the best conversations. It is that phase where you open your heart and say things more clearly and even accept it lovingly as you have to compensate for the time you lost where you guys didn't talk at all. Inside, you're dying to hear something from him/her so when that happens you giggle a little, curse a bit, and realize how crazily in love you are with him/her. Well I call it 'sleeping phase' in which lovers take rest from each other and when both of them wake up, they feel fresh and more loving.

                  

So next time whenever you guys end up in some kind of argument, don't worry. Keep calm and remember to keep the flame of hope burning, maintain respect and kick start the conversation again. And tell your partner honestly what bothers you and if you think that will make you look clingy, well that's not. Trying to workout things with your lovey-dovey is pretty cool and if you're the first one to start the conversation keeping your ego aside then you're definitely going to earn some respect from your partner as well. 

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Like the Rolling Stones'

In our society especially in India 'marriage' is the synonym for 'settling down' in life. I'm 23 and almost all my relatives ask me 'so when are you settling down?' Is it really important to tie a knot to have a settled life? Honestly, whenever I hear such a thing, I feel like screaming out loudly that I am not a rock who will settle down late in life. I am a free bird and just want to fly and wander the whole world, someone who loves to explore and meet new people and learn everything about their culture and new languages.

Most of my friends including me are scared of marriage and through this post I want to tell our parents the biggest reason behind it is that 'settle down' thing. We all have spent most of our years in school and colleges and with every year we have developed some kind of passion to grasp more, to grow into something more and learning new things became a habit. So in the middle of everything how do you expect us to just walk away and settle down? If marriage means settling down and compromising on our dreams then I am ready to rock and roll like a bachelorette. 

I don't exactly know what marriage actually means, but all I want is to spend my whole life with a person who is passionate enough to face new challenges together with me while holding my hand, walking besides me. That one person who could move mountains for me, who'll love me more than anything else in this world and would also help me follow my dreams, share my visions and pushes me to pursue them. Haha, you must be thinking that 'dude, stop dreaming' but I truly believe that I'll meet one such guy in my life. I don't know when and where and how but the hope is still there in my heart even after two heartbreaks. People believe in God, and I believe in love. 

The day I'll meet the guy who would not let me settle down at any moment in life, who'd support me whenever I feel down and would inspire me with his greatness, I'll marry him. Am I asking for too much? I've met such couples who have faced so many ups and downs in their relationship but ultimately their love for eachother is still shining brightly just like the sun shines in the sky as the sky's biggest starlike object after a storm. So just like the sun, our lives greatest star is LOVE! Hope is that soon the clouds will make way for the light i.e, all the miseries in your life will soon be gone. 

So next time when someone asks you the "settle down" question just let them know that you're not a stone and ask them to show some sympathy for the devil which is one of the greatest hit of the rolling stones. Our greatest motive in life is not to tumble in the sea of worries rather do samba with your loved one and just rock N' roll. Hell yeah! 

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Paint | Guest Post

GUEST POST by Romit Sharma

Whenever I feel low, I talk to God and make wishes

He listen, smile, and sometimes agrees 

In return, I smile, thank him, and quietly say that I love you

I walk through time, space, and vacuum and get what I wish for

I become happy and cherish the blissful moments..

Time moves and I'm not content with what I have

I feel stupid, impulsive, and selfish

I'm clumsy so I mess up

I take a while to realize, time walks away and I keep ignoring and believing in a cloud pretending

I curse myself then I turn to God 

I'm furious, sad, and in agony, I tell him its all his fault and I cry

He smiles and asks me if I really mean what I say

He gave me what I asked for and for good

He then asks me to paint

What I see, the next dawn

I'm scared,confused

I believe good, but not myself

At times I give up , at some I come running for the paint

God gives me all the freedom, all the paint and all he tells me is 

"No matter what decisions you take,what choices you opt for,

You might eventually end up someplace dark

U painted this already, saw it and placed it 

As for the dark, I'm with you,inside you

And I believe in you, you just have to believe in me" 

Then I saw the beauty of darkness, the pain a storm holds inside,

I'm relieved but not calm,

I wish again, I paint again,

I walk through time again, walk within myself

I make good, I make bad again,

I smile, and I cry again

This despair and confusion might last an eternity,this voyage might last forever, 

but, that doesn't matter much as I feel happy inside,

I end, and it all begins all over again!​

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Skin and hair care tips to enjoy Holi even better

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Holi, the festival of colors which brings a dainty array of colors to the fore — colors that paint our life bright.

Holi is also a time to bond with family and friends. It is a celebration that both the young and old look forward to, with excitement. All of us enjoy the festival’s revelry and review our festive success by the colorful remnants on our clothes and body. Celebrations apart, most of us tend to ignore, or are unaware, of the potential damage the use of ‘wrong’ colors can have on us. Some colors can be harmful to our skin and hair; they can lead to more damage than delight. It is, therefore, imperative to be conscious of this possibility — we’d all do ourselves a huge favor by preventing any damage, at the outset.

Most colors today contain chemicals. Some also contain copper, lead, silver, aluminium and iodine. Hair and skin would be the first to get affected badly following a splash of chemical colors. Also, chemicals not only bleach the hair, they can also damage it badly.

Certain chemical colors are minute enough to penetrate the covering of our hair (cuticle) and enter the hair shaft. They can, thereafter, weaken the hair shaft, causing the hair to break easily. Many individuals present with complaints of hair breakage, after Holi. This condition is called trichorrhexis nodosa.

Some colors contain dyes, engine oils, and powdered glass too! Apart from damaging the hair, they can cause damage to the scalp. Some people show a dye ‘reaction’ to these colors — this can cause long-term damage to the hair and scalp.

Increased dandruff and itching of the scalp are other common complaints after Holi.

It ain’t difficult to prevent such problems, if one follows certain easy-to-use preventative measures during Holi.

HOLI SKIN CARE

Holi is not just colorful clothes, or skin and hair splashed with colors. It can be dangerous, sometimes. Prevention, as always, is better than cure.

• Use natural/skin friendly and herbal colors or natural products.
• If you have a history of eczema, wear a barricade cream (white paraffin) before playing Holi. Avoid using color on the face.
• In case of allergy, take prompt medical treatment.
• Synthetic colors cause skin irritation; they can even cause blindness. So, take good care.
• Wear clothes that cover most of your body. Apply cold cream/oil on all exposed parts and follow it up with sunscreen (waterproof).
• After Holi, remove colors with a paste of soybean flour, or besan, with milk.
• Use warm water and moisturising soap to wash off the colors.
• Do not rub your skin forcefully with soap.
• Apply cold cream or moisturiser generously; they are good for your ‘post-holi’ skin.

CROWNING GLORY

Grandma was right, because oiling our hair never came in as handy as during Holi. Oil forms a protective layer around the hair shaft; it prevents chemicals from entering the hair. It can also avert potential damage. Oil ensures that the colors are washed away easily. Oiling the hair before stepping out to play Holi would, therefore, be beneficial.  Olive or coconut oil is ideal choice.

USE NATURAL COLORS

It is best to use natural colors to play Holi. This won’t cause any damage to others as well as to oneself. Gulal (rose water) and other natural water colors are relatively safe to use. Chemical colours, particularly permanent colors, are best avoided. Colors, such as silver and shiny green or bright gold, are chemical-based; they should not be used. Home-made colors from vegetable sources are safe.

• Red sandalwood powder is a good substitute.
• Beetroot water is also a good wet color.
• Dry spinach powder makes for a good green color.
• Yellow turmeric (haldi) powder is a good natural yellow color.
• Dried marigold flowers and paste, or red hibiscus, can also be used as a substitute for artificial color.

Such colors can be used safely as dry powders, or mixed with water and diluted to be used as colors.  

        

AFTER CARE

• Wash your hair with lukewarm water.
• Keep your eyes closed to avoid the color from going into your eyes.
• Use a mild shampoo and make sure to rub hair gently, and lather with shampoo.
• Rinse hair with lukewarm water. It would be advisable to repeat this process 2-3 times.
• Follow this up by using a conditioner. The conditioner will soften the hair and prevent brittleness resulting from chemical colors.
• Towel dry your hair lightly; avoid using a hair dryer. 
• Apply warm olive oil after your head bath. It would be best to oil your hair for 2-3 days after Holi. Oiling the scalp will help keep your hair moist as well as soothe the scalp.

ALSO

• Never smear color in the eye area.
• Watch out for water balloons.
• If a water balloon hits you in the eye, wash immediately with water. If irritation persists seek immediate medical attention.
• In the event of bleeding in the eye, cover the eye with a clean cloth or cotton. Rush to an eye specialist. Do not massage or rub the eye.

Just remember to play safe with colors as also to keep your hair glowing.    

Play Safe and Enjoy! 

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My Platinum Day of Love

You must have heard about the “platinum day of love” in T.V commercials or on any social media channel. However, do you know the story behind this tagline? Well, it is about the day when you realize that you want to spend the rest of your life with your loved one forever and for always. They chose platinum as the symbol of love because

•       It is the rarest element in the earth’s crust, just like true love rarest of rare.
•     It is considered a noble metal, and as we all know love is a noble act of offering trust.
•         Platinum is non-toxic, just like love.

Everyone has his or her own love stories, some lasts forever and some ends with a surprise or a shock. Imagine hearing my voice talking to you as you read this article because I am going to share my platinum day of love with you.

The beginning- I met him two years ago at a party. It was one of my closest friend’s birthday party, so we all were having a good time. My friend also invited him (Aman) our batch-mate but different branch.We glanced at each other but didn't talk. Everyone was enjoying the party suddenly a boy (Stranger) came to me and asked for my number. Just when I was about to react, Aman pulled me towards him. I rested my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around him with the fear of the situation. 

(When I came back home, I was only thinking about those moments of love whole night.)

The second meet-up – It was our college fest when we met again as we were in the organizing team; it was the last day of our fest and Rashid Ali was the main guest who was going to perform. His songs are so melodious and soulful. We (Aman and I) exchanged glances but as everybody was around so we didn't talk to each other. AGAIN! Just when Rashid Ali entered and started singing “Kahin To Hogi Wo”, I noticed we were behind the stage alone and it was a beautiful night, stars were twinkling and the dim moonlight made the whole scenario even more sparkling. For the first time, we talked and danced on those beautiful tracks.

(This time when I came back home, he called me and we talked all night.)

The Proposal – We started talking and spending time with each other. It was Valentine’s Day and we went to Hauz Khas Village, one of the most beautiful places in Delhi. We were sitting near the lake when he started playing guitar and also sang the same song i.e. “Kahin to hogi wo” and proposed me. We started dating because my answer was a big YES! We’ve been inseparable ever since.

(Our love grows more each day. Sometimes things get rough but he's worth it.)  

So this is my platinum day of love, when he proposed because that day we decided to be with each other forever and for always. I Love Us! 

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Never Let Me Go

I miss your brown eyes

in which I was once drowned
I miss our long talks,
sea shore walks
you used to want me,
Long ago
Oh baby, just never let me go.

Without you, my days are incomplete

My arms are getting weak
Hug me and love me
the way you used to do
I miss you so
Oh baby, just never let me go.

Wish you were here

I’m searching for you everywhere
I know I’ve made a mistake
Forgive me for god's sake
Can’t imagine my future without you
I love you from your head to toe
Oh baby, just never let me go.

Come back I promise I’ll kiss away all your pains

I'll love you till the blood is flowing in my veins
Hold my hand, together we'll flow in the sea of love
Seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone
Come back coz I’m feeling so low
Oh baby, just never let me go.

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A true Lovestory never ENDS.

We always talk about true love, how deeply you are in love with the person, how you can do anything for him/her. But we always ignore the other part of the story, about our parents, our family, and our ethics. Well this is a story of two who were deeply in love.  This story is about Sumit and Pooja. Sumit’s family just shifted to a new place where Pooja used to live. They were neighbors and soon became good friends. They both are of same age and they completed their 12^th boards’ exam together. And just by chance they fell in love with each other. Everything was just too perfect. Their families bonded well too. So they thought in future, there will be no problem if they continue their relationship.

They faced many problems but nothing could ever break the bond they shared. As they completed their graduation, Sumit’s family started looking for a girl. They (Sumit and Pooja) used to cry a lot but Sumit’s stubborn nature saved their relationship. When Sumit’s parents discovered their relationship, they broke all their ties with Pooja’s family and never spoke to them.  The only problem was RELIGION. Pooja was Punjabi and Sumit was a Baniya. Can you imagine both of them were Hindu and still faced caste issues? (Well, that’s why I hate my country and our caste system).On the other hand Pooja’s elder brother was supportive but very strict, and he felt that Sumit’s family won’t ever accept their relationship so he asked Pooja to end it because there seemed no possible future for their relation.

Sumit was finally independent and they could have easily run away and live together but they didn’t. He was afraid of the society that if they eloped, people will comment on their family, and about his sister who was studying and in future, people will make up bad things about her character also. Sumit cried in front of Pooja’s brother and somehow convinced him that there is a possibility for their marriage in future.

Sumit’s mom was getting worried for his son and people started making stuff about their relationship, but they never cared for it. Sumit’s father was a stubborn man, and he made a decision that Pooja cannot be a part of their family. But Sumit made his own decision that he’ll marry only Pooja otherwise he will not marry anyone. After some years when they finally realized how much they are in love with each other, it melted their hearts and they finally were tied to each other in the sacred bond of love, they were married. They waited 13 years for this day and finally their hard work and their love paid off. 

True love stories are so rare these days. They could have easily run away and could have started their own new life but Sumit’s love and care for his family and especially for her sister made her so strong that he once decided that he would not marry anyone. Through this story, I just want to spread a message that no matter how much you love someone but please don’t just neglect your family. Our parents did so much for us and I don’t think they deserve to be ashamed because of us. They taught us how to walk and now when they are getting old, how can you just leave them? Try to convince them, they cannot be harsh on you for long. They brought you into this world, and they always wish for happiness in your life. Love them because they really deserve to be loved.

AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER…. :)

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Crazy.Stupid.Love

I’m in love, once again. It was very tough for me to realize this but I cannot hide it anymore. I’m a very filmy person by heart that after watching YE JAWAANI HAI DEEWANI, it was so tough to control that feeling. He was by my side, but the awkwardness was there between us. I don’t know why but I don’t want him to realize that thing at all. After 8 long years, they finally met so I guess; if our heart really touched each other’s then we’ll surely be together forever.

“I want to sneak out from my marriage“- This time I’m totally positive about it, that if something was there between us, you’ll be the one with whom I’d wish to run away. 

“You’ll be my extra-marital”- I want you to be with me forever and for all eternity. No extra marital, but I’ll be loyal to you forever.

Love can make you or break you, soon he’s going to start his career and I don’t want him shattered because of me. Love happens but it just needs the right time to ignite the fire, so I’ll wait for the moment. I hope when you’ll come back, everything will be just fine and we’ll be together.

I know I’m an ass, but I want you to tame me. I know I’m a wannabe but at this time I just WANT you.
I know I’m dumb, but I want to fall in love with you blindly, dumbly in all possible ways.

P.S: I love you and I’ll miss you. Come back soon, I’ll be waiting for you. I just cannot think about any other person because my desire is to be at your side.

It’s been a year, I’m without love; but those 12 months were fine, but now without you a few seconds seems like an eternity of solitude to me. Every breath of mine yearns for you, my soul needs you, and my heart is beating for you and only you.

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Waiting for 'Forever'

 Jab hona tha juda, to mile the kyun

Pyaar hoke bhi kesi hai ye dooriyan
Pehle tu kehta tha pyaar hai, mene dil pe kia kaabo
aj tu na jane kahan gaya, dil kyun ho raha hai bekaabu
ek reply se milti khushi, tere ignore ko daba rahi hai
aj kyun mujhe teri itni yaad aa rahi hai

Karti thi tab bhi utna hi pyaar, jitna aj karti hu
dil darta hai, ya me aj bhi sharma rahi hu
Jana na door tu mujhse, tere bin rehna hai mushkil
Mile tujhe saari khushiyan, kehta hai bas ye dil
Yaad rakhna mujhe, thi koi teri itni deewani
jisse yaad aati thi teri, par tune uski kadar na jaani

Gussa aata hai, rona bhi
Har ek pal, sochti hu tere baare me
Phir samjha leti hu dil ko kuch bahane se
Ye nahi kehti, wo nahi kehti
yaad aaegi tujhse uski, kya pata tha apni hi izzat gira rahi hu
tere pyaar me pagal me, kyun itne aansu baha rahi hu

kya tujhe bhi aati hai meri yaad, ya bas me hi apna dil jala rahi hu
tune asaani se kaha lets be friends again,
kuch nahi raha mere andar
par kya ye socha, kya kya chal raha hoga mere dil k andar
ek dard hai dil me, jiski koi dawa nahi
ek gham hai mann me, isse koi raza nahi
ab bas tu hi hai wo dard, tu hi ilaaj uska
karti thi pyaar utna tb bhi jitna karti hu aj.

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